I feel as though I'm starting all over again. Going into month 4 of unemployment, and for the last 2-3 weeks, I've been laid out straight with illness! That 'break' really interrupted the flow I had and now, I'm feeling a bit stuck.
The days are getting warmer, the trees are budding, and I feel sluggish, losing ambition to go job hunting. Passing up an opportunity that was not a good fit for me has also set me back a bit. I hate to admit it, but I like having my days to myself, and for the most part enjoy taking each day as it comes. But I also know I need to get back to work, doing something society considers productive.
So, I will give myself the rest of this week to rest and get over the last of the coughing, and dependance on my inhaler, and then next week, I start attacking the job hunt again. I need to get back into the game before too much more time elapses. I still feel hope that the right job is out there, I just need to clarify what I want, so I can go get it. I have even been having dreams that I'm at work, a new place, and am doing well. Now just to find it in my waking life.
So that's where I am. I am grateful for the abundance in my career, and field of interest. And I am grateful for the abundance of positive relationships in my life :)
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